call me weird if you want, but after hearing the news about the couple who died on the railway tracks i got really depressed, and still am.
i don't even know them but they're so young. the guy's my age. oh man. it seems like such a waste of life. :|
it's so scary to even imagine what it was like for them to hear the train approaching, literally watch their own death drawing near. its like the movie final destination
scarier to think of the emotional agony they must have been going through in order to decide that path, how anyone could even feel that way.
however it does seem bittersweet in a morbid kind of way.
i dont know why im so disgusting but i keep trying to put myself in their shoes, imagining the scenarios of what could have happened. such a freak
i hope it wasnt suicide! but anything else would have been just as tragic.
ok this is making me more depressed! :(
anyway. we must have walked a few km today. so tiring. ion is so complicated. or maybe my sense of direction is just pathetic. but even with ion. orchard is so boring. cliched. bleagh.
i managed to conclude that we are gluttons. i'm probably gonna get some heart/cholesterol-related disease and die an early death. like more than half my allowance is spent on food and drinks alone. the other half is spent on clothes and accessories. i need a financial advisor.
and it sure as hell wont be cj.
gd night!
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